[Personal] I Hate My Face

Beauty Tips For Body Care
I just started Accutane 11 days ago. My dermatologist told me that, like many other acne medications, my skin will get worse before it gets better. I thought I was mentally prepared.Holy. Shit. My face has erupted.I wake up and have ten new cysts on my face. This has been going on for four days now. My face hurts. It's red. It's angry. I have close to 50 bumps on my face right now ranging from closed comedones to cystic acne to blackheads. My mother told me that my face "hurts to look at".I hate my face. I hate my skin. I don't want to be around people. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to have to cake make up on my face to feel presentable. I don't want to be a woman in her twenties that feels like I'm going through a second round of puberty. I don't want people with perfect skin giving me 'advice'. I don't want people to look at me. I don't want to look at me.I just want this to go away.
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