[personal] I gave trying to fix my skin and now all I do Is cry about it..

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I thought I'd share my feelings on here because this is the only place that is willing to hear me out about my skin concerns. I know no one really cares but I really need to let it all out.This time last year I have a massive breakdown about my skin and how bad it has become in just a month. From that point I decided I wouldn't cry about it and I would actually do something and fix it, that's where I found SCA and became the biggest lurker ever. The past year or so I've gotten on with my skin because I was hopeful that one day I would wake up and it would all back to normal.. not perfect but normal again.This month I think I've just hit rock bottom, I've really given up. My skin is actually getting worse and I just like to cry about it everyday now. Every single day. It started off with those closed comedones which I always post about but I have started breaking out on the contours of cheeks too and bumps on my forehead. I've really just had enough and I've come to realise that I'm just stuck with this now. These breakouts don't bother so much as the closed comedones right in the centre of the face. That's probably why I'm always posting about them. It's like my obsession. I spend hours and hours in a day doing research on them.I'm sorry this is a mess (really shouldn't post it) but I'm just so sad and my family have this thing these days where they look at old pictures and they're only like from a year ago and when I see them and realise how bad my skin is now.. it just hits me hard.. real hard. :(I'd forgotten how it feel like to have good skin. I wish I knew why my skin is like this. I really do. I feel like I've tried everything and now all that hope of fixing my skin is gone. I feel completely broken and when I try speaking to someone about it they just don't get it.
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