[Personal] Extremely depressed and don't know what to do anymore.

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I've been struggling with closed comedones for seven months now and absolutely nothing I do will make them budge. I've tried BHA's AHA's, multiple different cleansers, sea salt water, african black soap,just leaving them alone, etc.I've had no progress. At first they were on my chin and under the sides of my mouth, but they have now spread to the left side of my face (a few of them have turned into inflamed pustules which looks especially nasty) and the sides of my mouth. And to top it all off I'm pretty sure I have broken capillaries as well. It's extremely frustrating.It seems like everything that has worked for everyone else is useless on me. I never had a problem with acne until the end of February, it seemed like they just developed over night. I've started using differin because I read it is effective for getting rid of closed comedones but I'm not getting my hopes up.I have a feeling it's going to do nothing for me just like everything else. I also scheduled an appointment with a dermatologist, but it's not until Sept. 14. I'm afraid they're just going to give me more products that aren't going to work.At this point I feel like it's never going to get better. I barely had any self esteem as it was. I guess I'm destined to always hate how I look. I haven't been happy in a long time and it sucks.Sorry, I needed to vent. My mom is getting tired of me complaining to her all the time.
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