Wednesday, 7 November 2018

[acne] Fearful about the future, frustrated by never seeing improvement. Now worried that my daughter has inherited my awful ugly skin.

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My young daughter, under 10, had a pimple on her chin a week or so ago. It had mostly resolved, but I have to keep reminding her not to pick at the spot.Today it was suddenly back in the same spot, with a pretty massive white head. It breaks my heart in the following ways:Please god don’t let it start even earlier for her. I started with acne at 11...I’m 41 now and have literally never had clear skin. I don’t know if it is the picking I do or the Diet Coke I drink, but I’ve had acne for 30 years. I’ve literally never had clear skin once it started.Fearful that this will never end for me. Am I going to be 50 with pimples? Not just uneven skin, but pimples?Fearful that it’s never going to get better. Sadness that so much of my life is covering up these pimples, scabs, huge pores. I’m fearful that there will never be an answer.Please, Acne God, don’t punish my child too. My skin is bad enough, please don’t wreck her beautiful face.I’m so frustrated that nothing works. Nothing has ever really worked. I don’t know if anything will ever work and I’ll have a full face of pimples and scars until I die.Rant over. Thanks for listening. People don’t always understand how this has affected me for these 30 years.
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