[Acne] I cried in the shower for the first time

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God, I can’t do this anymore. For the first time, I cried in the shower. And I couldn’t stop crying. I cried because I can’t deal with how I look like anymore. My acne has taken over my life and I don’t feel happy anymore. I just don’t. I don’t hang out with my friends anymore. And they talked to me about it and I gave them an excuse like “I’m busy with school.” But in reality, I can’t go out anymore without feeling self conscious and ugly.I feel so ugly right now. I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel confident anymore and I constantly don’t make eye contact with people because it’s so hard to now. It’s affecting me mentally and I’ve been feeling so shitty lately I just don’t know what to do anymore.I wonder if it gets any better. I’m so sick of feeling like this and I wish I could feel happy again with my appearance. I’m only a girl in high school. I want to have the teenager experience, but now I realize I probably won’t be able to anymore. And it sucks.I don’t know if I’m even allowed to rant on this but I just want people to know if they’re feeling like this, you’re not alone.
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