Monday, 8 June 2020

[Personal] Ever so grateful..thought I’d have to wait until July 25th...

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I don’t really know if anyone cares, but I felt the need to share my gratitude to the universe and SCA. I’ve been on the adult-acne train since I was 22/23. At 35, the toll it has taken on my self-esteem and mental health is awful. I know a lot of you understand what I’m going through. How many times have I cancelled plans? Countless. How many times have I avoided making eye contact? Hundreds.Last month I found out my current dermatologist would not accept my new insurance, so I was forced to get a new one. In all honesty, I wasn’t seeing improvement anyway....so I welcomed the idea of seeing someone new.The first available appointment I could get with my brand new derm was July 25th...and I made that like nearly three weeks ago around mid-May. I don’t know if it’s quarantine or what, but my skin has been awful lately...and I’ve cried countless times about it over the last few months.This morning I woke up, looked at my face in the mirror, felt sad, and suddenly had the urge to call the office and see if I could get an earlier appointment. I’d called before, last week maybe, but they’d said nothing was available.This morning, I pick up my phone and think to myself (as I’m dialing), “maybe they’ll tell me someone cancelled and I can come in tomorrow at 9:00am.”I imagine how happy I’d be waking up and driving there...hoping that maybe this new doctor could help me get my acne under control.I dialed. Some saint of a woman answered....I asked her if there was any possibility of coming in earlier...and wouldn’t you know...she said there was a cancellation for tomorrow at 9:15am.Can’t really describe how happy that made me...and I just wanted to say I AM SO GRATEFUL. There’s a lot going on right now with my life. Not to mention what’s going on in our own country and the world. This is one thing that makes me happy.
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