Tuesday, 3 November 2020

[MISC] my skin makes me severely depressed

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Sorry if this is in the wrong section, I wasn’t sure where to put it. Throw away account because I don’t want my friends on my actual reddit to see this7 months ago I suffered the worse breakout of my life. 95% of my face was covered in cysts, i would cry every single day and wouldn’t leave the house or go to school, I felt so worthless and people were so rude. I got bullied at school and people would say things to me sometimes not meaning to be rude but it would hurt. The unsolicited advice made it worse, and I finally took my six month course of accutane. Fast forward to now, my skin is a lot better than it was. However this week I’ve gotten 3-4 whiteheads and that just triggered me because I always feel like my skin is going to bed so bad again. In addition I have both atrophic scarring and PIH which makes me feel like absolute dog poop, I cant go out anywhere without makeup or make spontaneous plans so I sort of stay confined to my house. I know there are treatments for scaring which I plan on getting but I have to wait a few more months since I got off accutane a month ago. To make matters worse I also get dark hairs on my face which I have to derm a plane off with those little eyebrow razors every 3 days because I can not go for laser hair removal for months and anything else breaks me out. I think this might be causing over exfoliation but I have no choice but to do it or I’ll have thick hair on my face (middle eastern roots guys :( It really sucks to feel tjis ugly, I just stay in my room because everywhere I go it feels like all my friends have great skin and online too and it feels like no one gets it. In case anyone wants to know here is my routine. My skin is pretty dry AM 1. Wash face with lukewarm water 2. Isntree hyalourinc acid toner 3. Khiels dark spot corrector 4. Cos Rx snail mucin 5. Neutrogena hydro boost extra dry moisturizerPM 1. Cerave hydrating face wash 2. IMFROM rice toner ( literally just started today) 3. Rosehip oil (I think I like this) 4. Cerave PMSorry this was so long I just have a lot bottled up. Thanks for readingTL;DR- My face has a lot of PIH and a few new acne spots after accutane making me never want to leave my house and leaving me depressed
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