Beauty Tips For Body Care
I was on Minocycline for over a year and it kept most of it at bay, but when I went off of it it got progressively worse. I had really hoped that it would keep it away for good but no such luck. I woke up today with three new, deep pimples. I'm pretty terrified of antibiotics because I know how terrible they are for you, and they're really only a bandaid for the problem. But I'm starting to get cysts, which I haven't really had to deal with in the past. I'm sitting with the presription in my hand and I really just want to start taking it again because I know it's the only thing that works. I'm thinking I'll use the time on it to incorporate an active topical. I have several tubes of tretinoin, adapaline, bp, clindamycin... And I have BHA from Paula's Choice. I think this might be an okay plan but I really don't know. I'm at such a loss. My face hurts and I want to cry but unfortunately I'm like half psychopath and crying is difficult for me. Always having to deal with acne really fucks with me. I have incredibly low self esteem to begin with, and an array of mental health issues that are currently untreated. I'm worried that if my acne gets any worse it will push me over the edge. I feel like such a drama queen for being upset about my skin, but there is no way to explain how much of a toll it takes on me. I quit my job, I ditched my only friend, I make excuses so I don't have to see my family, I rarely leave my house. Sometimes I just don't know if I can deal with all this.Sorry for the rant and the wall of text, no one will read this probably but I needed to get it out.
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