Beauty Tips For Body Care
I'm so depressed because of my skin, it's affecting my entire life. I can't look at myself in a mirror and there is no fix. Cystic acne left my cheeks are so sunken and scarred that I can never be attractive again. I've spent over 3000 dollars on treatments and nothing has worked.I used to be optimistic, the acne was only temporary, I didn't know about scarring. I have to fake confidence everyday. I'm social, funny, I have many friends and people seem to enjoy being around me. Still I'm 22 and I've never had a girlfriend and I'm still a virgin. I've been rejected every time I showed interest in someone. All of my friends seem to have it good dating wise, although some just seem to use Tinder to find casual sex.My parents try to cheer me up by saying nobody will care about the scars, but I know it's bullshit. I don't blame others either, my face looks sunken, sick and tired. I know I have to carry on because what other options do I have? I'm failing university and most of the things I used to enjoy have become stale. Even if there is a cure with stem cell technology in the future I'll be so inexperienced with women anyway.I never talk about my scars in real life except with my parents, who are the only ones I open up to about how I truly feel. My friends describe me as confident but I don't think I can act that way much longer.This is like the biggest sob story ever, but I just had to vent. 2 years of acne ruined me... I'm just so alone.
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