Beauty Tips For Body Care
I'm 34 and I have almost always had horrible skin from acne, blackheads, HUGE monstrous pores and I'm extremely fair skinned so it's almost invisible. You can see every ugly "blemish" (that sounds like such a cute word lol) and scar from past obsessions with sitting in front of the mirror for hours squeezing every pore until I look and feel 100% worse than I already did. I did that last night and I'm ashamed and embarassed because my entire face is ANGRY and fucked up so bad now :( I just wanted to hide in my room today and avoid anyone but my mom needs a ride and is making me go vote with her so I have to venture out into the world and wish I was invisible because I alway assume everyone that looks at me immediately judges me as ugly because of my fucked up face. Right now I'm feeling extra down and depressed but I just signed up for Curology after being fed up with disappointing products I've been using lately that I got my hopes up for thinking they'd work and I'd feel pretty again. So I'm optimistic about that, hopefully it works for me crosses fingers. Okay, done with my pathetic pity post vent. I just don't wanna talk to any of my friends about this and I love this community. Thanks for letting me cry to y'all on the interwebs.
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