Beauty Tips For Body Care
A few months ago I had a random, really bad outbreak of acne vulgaris, which was papular, painful, under the skin acne and various white heads. The condition of my skin also got thrown off and it went dry as hell, before turning extremely oily. It couldn't make its mind up!Luckily, I am fortunate enough to be able to afford Accutane. I'm a month and ten days in and I have not a single spot. I'm 95% clear now.Some PIE, but I can deal with that.Before, people always used to say to me- when asked- "nah, you're acne is barely noticeable!"Yet, I now have people commenting, saying, "on your skin is miles better, it looked AWFUL before."I'm still very raw about my skin and it really shook my confidence. My acne was so bad I felt almost suicidal some days. In a week I went from clear skin to acne so bad it warranted Accutane. That was hard to deal with.So now people are turning around and commenting on how awful I looked before, I feel so self conscious and hurt.I thought I did a good job of covering my acne up with makeup. And for what, for people to lie to me the whole time that it was barely noticeable?Now, every time I get a spot I'm so worried. Because, as my family said, "my skin looked awful." I'm due to up my Accutane and this will most likely give me another, random breakout and again I feel dead, because once more my skin is going to "look dreadful" for a bit.So yeah, I just feel hurt that everyone is now turning around and laughing about my skin when it was worse. As well as dreading my next break out, because I know now I 'looked awful.'Has anyone else's family reacted in this way?
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