[misc] This is horrible

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I want to cry but I can't. I've had acne for so long coming up on 10 years. It was always persistent but never much of a problem until this past year and I had a bad breakout that absolutely covered my face, jaw and neck in scars. The acne has generally subsided by now due to a few changes I've made but it's not all the way gone and I am covered in 10 years of scars. My face looks awful and people don't treat me the same way they used to and some people barely acknowledge me. My friends unintentionally talk to me different now because they feel bad for me I know they don't mean to do it but I can tell that's why. During the months my skin was at its worst practically everyone felt uncomfortable talking to me and I can see it on their face when they see me. I don't leave my house anymore unless its to go to work or go to the store. I try to stay optimistic at all times but this is by far the most frustrating and exhausting thing I've ever had to deal with and have absolutely lost the past 7 months of my life and counting. I'm hoping this someday gets better but I am at a complete loss for hope right now and can't imagine any type of future where people don't look at me different because of my skin not that it's their fault I just feel bad that I can't do anything about it and have to deal with this. I know there's a lot of good people out there who won't view me differently for my skin but this is just so frustrating and exhausting that I am at ac complete loss right now
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