Beauty Tips For Body Care
I aam a 20 year old guy in college living in a 3rd world country in Asia. I started to have more acne just this january due to using products recklessly. I am a beginner so I was very excited that I bought several products and recklessly tried a BHA among other products. My face is now a mess and I'm so depressed, distressed and anxious because of it. I always had self-esteem issues but now my confidence has dropped to zero. I constantly check the mirror and I feel like crying whenever I see my ugly face. Everytime I feel a bump that may be a potential pimple, I feel very anxious and depressed. It's so hard when you just can't stop thinking about your acne every minute of everyday, from the moment I wake up to the time I lay on my bed at night. I now find it hard to sleep and would only get 4 to 5 hours of sleep everyday. I only stayed at home the whole summer and would only get out of the house during night time to avoid being clearly seen by people. I am so embarassed of my face that I started to avoid some friends and family members. Classes are starting a couple of weeks from now and I don't think I could go on with college. I have no friends in school which makes it harder for me. I've seen people with acne and they're still happy despite of it. I wish I didn't care about my acne and could could happily go on with life. I don't know if someone will still be able to fall in love with me having this ugly face. So I'm seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow but I'm not sure if I should see one. Do you guys think I should go or should I cancel my appointment? And for those who are also struggling with acne, I would be really grateful if you could share what helps you move forward. Thank you so much for reading.
Girls Blog 2015
Submitted by lostluos
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