Beauty Tips For Body Care
I’ve gone the past couple months desperately pretending like I am unaffected. I put makeup on and I muster up confidence and I go to college and I go to work, i put myself in professional environments, I socialize, I laugh and I DO NOT ALLOW MYSELF to let my skin control my life, I DO NOT ALLOW MYSELF to hide, but the thing is IT DOES affect me and I need just a few minutes to be dramatic and self loathing about it. I can’t talk to anyone without their eyes drifting around my face. I can’t go anywhere without getting advice from strangers. I can’t eat or drink anything unhealthy without wondering if everyone thinks I’ve done this to myself. I can’t let anyone or anything touch my face without cringing. Makeup isn’t fun anymore, it’s painful and just accentuates the texture of my skin. I don’t remember what my face looks like or what color my skin is. Any other effort to look good I feel is in vain. My self esteem has never been so incredibly incredibly low. Everyone around me has clear skin. I don’t know why I’m posting this, I definitely don’t want pity. I guess hearing similar experiences and advice on how to cope will help. Thank you
Girls Blog 2015
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