Beauty Tips For Body Care
Basically my skin sucks. Just horrible skin all around. Some people have good genetics and clear, smooth, glowy skin. But nope, I have oil all over my face, acne and red spots everywhere, and KP all over my arms. Running my fingers over my arms I feel so many little bumps. I haven't worn a short sleeve t-shirt in years.My skin just pisses me off so much, especially when one spot clears, another place gets acne. And not to mention my skin thinks all my bumps, even the smallest one need to be super red and noticeable. Looking at my face, it looks so gross. Cheeks have pimples, closed comedones, atrophic scarring. And earlier today I was looking in the mirror and felt pretty ok about my skin. Besides the cyst on my neck and the inflammatory pimple on my upper cheek, my skin was looking pretty good. But I get home and my nose hurts a lot, and I look in the mirror and a huge red mark is on my nose and I can feel a big bump underneath, and the pimple on my cheek is even more red and aggitated. New pimple popped up on my cheeks aswell. Literally within 8 hours my skin develops new pimples out of nowhere.So how do I deal with my crap skin when I do everything I need to do for it. And I know people think that I might need to change my diet, wash my pillow cases, have good routine in place, don't touch my face, but I do all that stuff. Still get acne, can't afford accutane.So I sit here writing this post, with a cyst on my neck and a huge painful pimple on my nose that hurts when I move my nose or squint. I work everyday and even some weekends, and I interact with people at my job and at home all the time. I hate my skin, I hate that a dermatologist hasn't been able to help, I hate that health care in the U.S. sucks and I can't get my hormones tested or get on accutane without having some huge bills.
Girls Blog 2015
Submitted by MammothUnion
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