Beauty Tips For Body Care
What follows is a rant because... well you'll see. Pardon my swearing. It just needed to get out.Jumpin' Jesus on a fucking pogo stick. I give up. Im done trying to get good skin. It feels like no matter what I do, it doesnt fucking work. How is it even fucking possible that I have fucking acne in my mid twenties while my thirteen/fourteen/fifteen/sixteen years old, braces wearing, hormon ridden pupils have clear af skin without even bloody trying? I drink lots of water or tea. I don't do dairy. And I fucking miss my cappucino. I work out. I drink very little. I eat healthy. Very little sugar. They stuff their faces with processed shit almost every day. Energy drinks, fast food, chocolate - you fucking name it. Work out? I cant even get them to bring their gym clothes to fucking sports class and doing a field trip that involves more than a 10 minute walk becomes hell - for me because of all the complaining. They share their make up between them. And yet, they have wonderful skin. I'm so fucking sick of it all. First my face. Then my chest. And now my back. Again. And while the pill helped clear my skin somewhat, it not only turned me into a bitch but it also killed my fucking libido, so no bloody fucking point in using that. And speaking of that, while I can barely look at myself in the fucking mirror without wanting to cry, my very dear SO sprouts things like "why does it bother you? I love you no matter what and still think you are beautiful and sexy". Which is nice to hear. Truly. Doesnt help me to be happy with my skin though, especially not from someone who hasn't had a pimple in the last 10 years. I don't even know. I'm just so over it. URGHHHHHHHHHHH!
Girls Blog 2015
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