Beauty Tips For Body Care
I'm in such a bad place right now with my skin. It's like it's hated me forever and wont get any better no matter how many products I try. My skin right now is the worst I'ts looked and I have had pretty bad skin in the past. I'ts incredibly dry and I have sore red patches of dry skin all over my face and it looks so unsightly and is so painful and sore as the skin is red raw.I haven't been out of the house for 5 days because of this and my confidence as completely shattered. I'm 25 year old women who is single and I live on my own and I feel like my skin has taken my social life, my happiness, my confidence and my life all together. Some days I wake up and I wish I wasn't here.Every part of strength I have had and not caring and trying to be positive in the past has just gone out of the window because I just can't take it any longer. I haven't been eating or sleeping properly and I don't even want to go out of the house right now to face anyone.I've been to the doctors before and was given birth control as I did have hormonal acne but now the ance has now gone I'm suffering with awful dry, flaking, cracked skin. I wouldn't mind If I could cover my face with make-up but any products I use on my face sting like crazy and make my face look worse than it already does which is kinda hard to believe as my face looks horrendous right now.I have been constantly moisturising my face every few hours as my skin is just soaking up moisturiser in a matter of an hour. I've been using cetaphil moisturiser, using aloe sheet masks, aloe gel to stop the itchyness and E45 cream but my face hasn't calmed down its like a tomato and so painfulI have had to call in sick at work for the past 3 days because of my skin and I'm now sitting here feeling incredibly depressed and I do need to support from someone. I phoned my mum earlier because I don't live with my mum and I just needed some advise and hopefully would feel a little better after the phone-call but it honestly didn't help. She was just moaning at me telling me it's my own fault and I just had to hang up on her mid way through conversation. I don't need that right now I just want someone to make me smile somehow as I've been feeling so low for so long.I can't even bare to look at myself in the mirror anymore I don't even know who I am everytime I take a look at myself or get a glimpse at myself in the mirror I just want to cry. I do worry about my future too as I don't think anyone would want to be with me looking like this. I have tried to date people in the past but no guys seemed interested in me and usually just friend-zoned me because of the way I looked.I have no friends and no one to talk to about this which is why I am posting on here. I'm sorry for going on I just am praying for a miracle right now with my skin. I know it isn't permanent but I feel like I'm such a long way from having clear skin as I've been suffering for years and I'm so envious of everyone around me which has great skin.I'ts just a really difficult time at the moment so any help and support is truly appreciated.Does anyone have any recommendation on moisturiser for very very dry skin? I'll also add a photo of what my skin looks like now.here's a link to what my face looks like now - https://imgur.com/a/2wdB2nJ
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