[Acne] God I hate Cystic Acne.

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I fucking hate Cystic Acne. (28/M)TUESDAY I felt this mother fucker coming. Saturday he has fully arrived. Tuesday I could see the red circle on my cheek, but it was still flat. I've tried everything I can think of to try to keep it from coming to a head (Never comes to a whitehead)I've tried witchhazel, hot compresses, cold compresses, ice, my normal skincare routine with PCA for cleansing/moisturizing/exfoliating. When this mother fucker makes himself known with that flat red circle, I already know in 3-4 days my face is fucked and self confidence will be at a deep low as I wonder if everyone is staring at this mother fucker who took residence on my face.When that mother fucker comes, he comes. You know the Mucinex commercials? That is what I imagine my Cystic Acne is like when it comes is. It's own life force. I swear I can feel it's heartbeat once it's finally out in the open and no longer flat.Cystic Acne is so fucking stupid. I'm fortunate that my face is actually in pretty decent shape, I have a couple blemishes here and there, but I'm fairly acne free. But boy, I wish I knew how to actually tackle it. I drink a ton of water everyday, I avoid sugar, I exercise, fairly clean diet, don't eat a lot of junk, I wash my bed sheets, clothes, pillow covers.. Acne goes away as an adult my ass! I don't even remember getting Cystic Acne when I was younger.To all the people fighting Cystic Acne.. Salute. Let's slay this mother fucker. it takes fucking DISCIPLINE to avoid the Cystic Acne too. I can do so well for like, 5-6 days, and then I want to attack the mother fucker which delays the process. Normal zits you can pop a whitehead and generally be fine, but Cystic Acne taunts you, DARES you to fucking come at it with your fingers. "Cmon, just scratch me a little. Cmon, try to pop me, in your head that makes you think it'll flatten and be better!" And then when you do, you just have a more bright red spot.
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