Wednesday, 30 October 2019

[Personal] word vomit: finally going to the doctor for acne!

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I’m so relieved to get a medical opinion on what the hell has been going on with my face but I’m also worried that my expectations are way too high about the outcome of the visit. For starters I’m afraid the doctor will not take my concerns seriously and I won’t get them addressed or solved. I’m also afraid that if she prescribes something for me, it’s not going to work or it’ll make the problem worse and I’ll end up really disappointed. I can’t help getting my hopes up though— I’m just so sick of hating my face and I just want to finally feel beautiful again instead of embarrassed. I’m tired of the frusturation of thinking a product will finally work for me and then it inevitably never does. My friend is an aesthetician and when I told him I was going to a doctor he said it was a waste of time and that I should instead see this one facialist who’s really amazing, that I just need to be more paitient with finding the right product, etc. and I just wanted to scream. I’ve been dealing with this for almost a year and a half and there is no improvement with anything I try out or eliminate. There is an extremely clear pattern that persists no matter what and I just feel like there is something internally wrong that’s not going to be fixed with regular topical treatments. No matter what, I break out in very deep cysts for about 2 weeks, my skin will suddenly clear for about a day, but then overnight or even within a few hours I will break out again in new deep cysts, and this cycle had been repeating over and over since last August. I just need answerrrrs and I need it to stoppppp. So if you’ve cared to read this far, please wish me luck that my doctor visit will be the miracle that my ugly ass face needs and is the first step to the glow up I deserve, and whatever the hell is going on inside my body gets cured.
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