Thursday, 26 December 2019

[acne] Extremely angry and upset

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I’ve had acne since I was 13. I’ve tried every antibiotic and topical the deem has offered me, with little help. I don’t the classic cystic acne that stays on the cheeks. Around the time I took accutane/when it purged it’s mainly around my mouth with some pustules reaching farther out to my cheeks. About 9 months after taking accutane, my acne is back. It started at my forehead, then to my hairline oddly, then down to my chin again. I’ve been taking spironolactone for the past 2 months, and it isn’t doing jack. Should I be using a topical with the spiro? I hate topicals because of the dryness and photosensitivity. I’m even leaning towards going back on accutane because that’s the only thing that’s ever worked for me.I’m so scared for the purge if I go back on it. My purge last time was so bad, way worse than the acne I had ever had before was.I’m so sick and tired of having acne. Tomorrow I’m having “the flu” instead of going to my friend’s birthday party because my skin has broken out in pustules in the worst spots possible (between the eyebrows, middle forehead, jawline)All I gotta say is I’m so done. So pissed. Anyone who has clear skin has had their life served to them on a silver platter (ok maybe I’m being a tad dramatic). I’ve spent so much money on skin care products, spent so many hours at derm appointments, so many nights I’ve stayed in because of my skin, when most people I know just wash their face and their skin is glowingly radiant and clear. Im so upset, I’ve cried like 6 times this morning. Call me vain, but it’s so hard being a teenage girl with acne when all your friends, girls and guys, have clear skin.I don’t really know what the point of this is. Maybe just a rant. Idk but all I know is I’m not okay right now.
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