Beauty Tips For Body Care
I didn't mean to write this but I couldn't handle it and vent out my frustration and helplessness some where I'm a 20 year old female and I suffer from acne since puberty but what I used to have were comedones and papules mostly.6 months ago I lost my mom in an accident and it brought so much stress and trauma in my life along with that came issues with my skin I started having deep painful cystic acne but I didn't care at that time because I just wanted to make peace with the fact that my mom is no more but alas every person who came to meet me the first thing they would say what happened to your face suggesting me home remedies for acne LIKE HELL I JUST LOST MY MOM WHAT TO YOU WANT ME TO COME IN LAYERS OF MAKEUP TO LOOK "PRETTY" IN FRONT OF YOU. HELL NO!! 2 months ago I finally started treating acne but I haven't been seeing much results which made it hard for me to go on but I still continued. But last night came a breaking point and I couldn't sleep and hence writing this. For the first time after the accident I went out with my family and we were clicking pictures that was when I saw my face clear with all the acne scarring, the painful cysts and dark spots left behind by my acne.That was when I truly felt ugly. You know sometimes you want to forget what is going on with your skin and be normal and you are ready for it but the people around you make it a hell. Every party and cosmetic shop I would go to people would be suggesting me products or remedies that could potentially "fix" my acne. I just want to say I already in a lot of physical pain so please don't bruise me emotionally.
Girls Blog 2015
Submitted by shifa131
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