[Skin Concerns] Please help me. My primary care said it looks like I have molluscum contagiosum. I'm freaking out and I don't have insurance for a derma.

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My 'primary care' doctor is with a low-cost sliding scale situation. I was able to see them for pap/std test and birth control. I was able to make an appt to get a derma referral and base talk about my skin problem. I just thought it was bad skin/acne everywhere. Little red bumps that don't necessarily itch but have a little white spot in the middle that can be scratched out.I have MASSIVE anxiety and OCD that literally manifests in the form of picking. I have been doing severe damage and I guess what is called "auto inoculation" by scratching/picking them off/out.So now I am freaking out. I can call the derma but without insurance I really don't know what it's going to be. And base looking up, apparently it's not 'curable'?I am trying to wash my sheets once a week now (was doing 2-3 before finding out and thought that was GOOD) (also found out mid last week). My clothes I will only wear once now. (wore jeans or shirts a couple times since work) And washing each towel after one use.I don't know what to do. I hate my skin. It's been like this for at least two years now. I've tried everything. Charcoal soap. No dryer sheet. Less washer stuff in the clothes washer. I've become majorly depressed about it. I know it's narcissistic, but I just want to be pretty - at least have better skin.has anyone had this/dealt with this? I'm sorry to be such a whiny bother, but I'm kinda just so low right now.
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