Beauty Tips For Body Care
I just ruined my longest no-picking streak ever. My skin looked fantastic, smooth, and flawless. I went out in broad daylight today to go shopping and to dinner with my friend and had no insecurities whatsoever.I don't know why I did it. But I've been picking now for about 2 and a half hours straight. I don't remember the last time my face looked this bad. I have no idea how long it will take to heal.To make matters worse, I am going to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time tomorrow. I want more than anything to just cancel now, but his parents paid for my plane ticket and everything. Not only am I going to be extremely self-conscious over my skin, I'm also not going to get any sleep because of how late I stayed up to pick.I'm so disappointed in myself. I can't believe I've done this. I would do anything to go back in time and stop myself. I'm completely panicking because of how upset I am that I destroyed so much of the progress I've made. I've ruined what could have been a nice weekend with my boyfriend's family. I know that now I will be battling my insecurities the whole time and trying to hide my poor skin. I just need someone to tell me that everything will be ok.
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